This pregnancy has been no joke.
2 trips to the ER for fluids and many days and nights spent praying I'll stay awake/feel well enough to take care of Ellis.
The days are slowly starting to get better. I feel like I'm out of the worst of it and starting to see the light.
However, feeling better has brought on a new wave of emotions.
I want to "enjoy" this pregnancy as much as I did with Ellis...I feel like it is my mom-ly duty and only fair. However, I feel this tug on my heart to enjoy Ellis as much as I can as an only child before baby dos gets here. Can I do both? I'm working on it, but it's not easy. I feel like I'm neglecting one or the other.
I'm either sitting on the couch taking it easy while my 1 year old plays in his playpen for the 3rd time in the day. Or I'm up and playing and running around with Ellis while baby 2 is yelling at me to slow down or reminding me that haven't had a glass of water in days. Yep.
Just being real here. It's no easy battle.
I just try and remember that I'm not the first one to do this. I'm not alone and it can be done :) So I battle on and pray that each day will be better than the last.
Oh, and if I had any trouble remembering I was pregnant...I finally stopped and gawked at the sight of my belly yesterday. With being sick and losing so much weight I didn't think the bump would be making an appearance anytime soon. But I was wrong. Oh so wrong.
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Shop news!
Thanks so much for all the encouragement, shop visits, and entries into the giveaway!
And the winner of a set of 3 burp cloths is...
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Casey Russo!
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Congrats, Casey! I will contact you with info soon!
Shop news!
Thanks so much for all the encouragement, shop visits, and entries into the giveaway!
And the winner of a set of 3 burp cloths is...
......
Casey Russo!
......
Congrats, Casey! I will contact you with info soon!
UPDATE:
I had to change the code to LAUNCH10OFF - so please use that for the discount! Enjoy!
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